And just perfect.
This confusion isn’t a sign that you’ve got life wrong. It in no way reflects your abilities or worth on this planet. It definitely doesn’t predict your ability to move forward from here. The confusion is a lovely loud invitation from life to remember who you really are. You’ve probably had quieter invitations for a while now but, when we don’t listen, they just get louder until we do. Perfect.
So now, in the confusion of disillusionment, you get the chance to turn around from the outer path and explore within. To remember who you really are, to see through the imagined limitations, to see that the rules were never rules they were just ideas. The more you know who you really are, before thoughts and ideas, the more grounded, secure, and happy you feel within. The more grounded, secure, and happy you feel within the more your reality responds to that and starts to show you the kind of life you’d always imagined could be possible.
Now, from here, with imagined limits dissolved, you can do anything and everything — which includes activities beyond your wildest dreams and it includes continuing with the life you already had, it’s just that now this life is seen from a whole new perspective with nothing to change in any of it.
So what now?
Start to raise awareness to where you’re clinging or resisting. What looks like you really need it in order to be OK? What looks like you really don’t want it in order to be OK? This is happening from an application of limiting rules.
Start to notice what repeating patterns have shown up over the years. Have there always been incapable people? Have there always been needy people? Have there always been judgemental people? Has there always been more work to do or more learning to get a certificate for? Has there always been the next thing to buy? This is happening to reflect back your own confusion and wake you up to the inside-looking path..
Start to notice when you’ve felt the limitless potential that you are. When you’ve felt on fire with possibility. When you’ve achieved beyond what you thought was ever possible. When you’ve felt joy and freedom and a deep sense of OK-ness. This is happening because this is who you really are prior to ideas of limits, and available the moment those ideas drop away.
With love, Helen