What do you think the origin of the countries is? It is nothing but an evolution of the tribes. Why were the tribes created? To protect the exploited land and kill any individual who could even think of approaching the territory and share the land’s resources. What was the fuel? Fear and the scarcity mentality. In modern times, the same principles apply. Plus, it is way easier to control people who are afraid of each other.
More to the point, this is the advice I would give:
Open your heart and listen to the universe message. Wake up. Be honest with yourself and admit your responsibility.
Taking one’s responsibility to change what we were not responsible for creating in the first place — our subconscious program — is probably the highest level of strength and wisdom!
Start the homework. It will be painful. If not, it is ineffective and definitely reversible. Don’t get trapped into positive affirmations. They would work for a while until some trauma would happen; simply because your ingrained limiting beliefs would override them. They could also work forever if no major incident occurs.
Does this mean you could unbecome the filter through your mapping and reconnect with the servant leader you originally were? Definitely not. It only means you will forever live in the shadow of this great being.
Be aware that the pain is triggered by two elements:
- Meeting your demons and realizing how much your program is biased,
- The fierce resistance of your sick ego. It is legitimate frankly; even this one if not ready to die.
Be bold enough to stay with this pain because you can. The most important detail to always bear in mind is that you are *not* your false self, that all your insecurities, meanness, jealousy, envy, your tendency to complain, judge, label, make assumptions, seek only to be understood, etc… are nothing but the product of your program you never wrote in the first place.
When you start the real transformational adventure, make sure to be armed with self-compassion. You will need it to forgive yourself for all the harm you unintentionally caused to everybody around you. I believe in your ability to do so. Now it is your turn. You deserve freedom and owe it to yourself!
Last but not least, this investment in yourself in terms of time and energy will be the most rewarding one of your whole existence. It will not only benefit you but everybody else.
Your Center is the foundation of your love manifestation. If your Center is your children, the love that manifests from it will mostly benefit your children. If your Center is the ‘Principles’, the manifestation of your love will benefit the Universe.
With love, Myriam