On January 11th, 2020, I received a poem — the original of which was written by Edgar A. Guest. The poem was entitled, “To My Sister”. This poem, which my sister tweaked a little to make it her own specifically for me, brought tears to my eyes, and a heartfelt love that I now have for my older sister. You see, as a little girl, I barely knew my sisters —one has now passed and gone to be with God. The other is the oldest and I always felt a separation between us, a disconnect. I never felt I could amount to anything as I was growing up, and I always looked up to my two older sisters. The one who passed because of her sharp mind, beauty and compassion. The oldest because of her beauty and beautiful singing voice.
As a child of 6, we did not all grow up together. I really don’t remember much time spent with either of them, but as I got older and things changed in all our lives, I began to visit, but there was always a feeling that I wasn’t quite good enough in their eyes. Kind of like the black sheep of the family. This did not change the love I have for them or the fact that I have come into my own, with a 20-year career in a professional vocation, accomplishing things over the years that gave me a sense of confidence. I always said that if my sisters or my brothers ever needed help, and I was able to do so, that I would without question.
Now that time has passed, I have come to know my oldest sister in a way that allows me to feel closer to her, never expecting anything. But I wanted her to know how much I have loved her all my life.
As the New Year began in 2020, I received the following:
To My Sister
Dear Lynn
I’d like to be the sort of sister that you have been to me.
I’d like to be the help that is always glad to be.
I’d like to mean as much to you each moment of the day,
As you have meant good sister of mine to me along the way.
And this just to wish somehow that I could just repay
A portion of the gladness that you’ve strewn along my way.
And could I have one wish this year this only would it be,
I’d like to be the sort of sister that you have been to me.
My eyes filled with tears for one reason and that was the feeling I felt in my heart that I finally meant something to someone I always looked up to.
Lynn A very tender and emotional story.
Thank you Larry for your comment and tender words.
Thank you for sharing the beauty that can flow from having and being a sister. It is a connection that grows over time. I will send on to my two sisters. Thank you
Thank you Mary for your lovely response and I am humbled by so many responses. God Bless
Knowing and being acknowledged that “you matter” by distant and estranged family members can definitely bridge the time gap of isolation and loneliness that you experienced Linnie. What a gift to share true love among family in this short life is a true gift and distinct blessing!
Thanks, babe, you know my whole life story, and you have given me a larger family to enjoy as well.
Lynn, this is just lovely! Frequently, sibling relationships exhibit a bittersweet quality. This delightful and surprising poem reveals the delicious part of one. Thank you for sharing!💖
Thank you, Darlene, for these words of encouragement and strength. I agree with your thoughts on the poem. God Bless
Lynn – So touching. The bond between siblings is one that can weather misunderstandings, jealousy, fights, and all the silliness that causes perceived hurts because, in the end, we share experiences, joys, laughter, looses, and our bloodline. The sad part is that reconciliation normally comes with age and time lost can never be regained. Maybe your piece will help others to reach out to their brothers and/or sisters now. Thanks for your honest share.
Thank you Len not only for the encouragement of words you write but for taking a moment to read my post.
Thank you Len, so appreciative of other author’s thoughts in all that I write, as I feel it makes me a better writer. I never thought I could write what I feel, but then again, I wrote my police reports that way, in true honesty and never had a kickback.
Lynn, this is such a beautifully touching and tender article. I am happy to read your sister reached out to you.