This Is Where I Leave You

I WAS WATCHING a commercial on TV for a new movie awhile ago. My breath caught when I heard the title, This Is Where I Leave You. How often over the past few weeks have I thought about the void of an empty room, the hollow feeling trailing a wave, the finality of a closed door.  Have you ever spent time with someone you love, seizing every moment before their journey takes them one direction while yours takes you another? Have you known the words were coming but didn’t want to hear them, “This is where I leave you”?

If you’re breathing, you know the empty feeling of saying good bye, or avoiding the good bye altogether and using the softer, see ya later. I recently talked to a friend whose youngest child went off to college leaving her with nobody to drop off or pick up at school, no sporting events claiming every weekday evening, and a pretty lonely dinner table. There will be holidays and long weekends, but this season has brought new colors to the landscape – not the colors she is ready for.

Two years ago when my grandsoForest road. Landscape.n joined the Marines we said good bye to him as he left for 13 weeks of Basic Training. He insisted on no tears and we all bravely complied … up until he said, this is where I leave you.  There are too many events in our life where the only option demands we take a deep breath and say good bye. Our whirlwind lives occur in such a blur that looking back we see a variation of what was. We take snatches of remembrances drawn from experiences as a way to soothe our aching hearts in moments when we feel loss. Life happens when we aren’t looking and we call it memory.

Change is inevitable, isn’t it? Just when we feel comfortable, when we seem to be on the right track, at the time we’re most confident and we’ve achieved consistency in our routines, then something changes. I used to dread change, in fact I was afraid of change. Routine was comfort, it meant stability. It didn’t mean loss or saying good-by. God impressed upon me the futility of dwelling on fear of change. The obvious results are shared in Lamentations 3:19 “Just thinking of my troubles and my lonely wandering makes me miserable.” I realized that life is filled with ups and downs, good and bad, gain and, as much as I dreaded it, many good-byes. I could choose to be miserable or I could choose to believe what God said in
1 Samuel 12:22 “The Lord has chosen you to be his own people. He will always take care of you so that everyone will know how great he is.”

Someone who had been through many distressing circumstances helped me learn to accept change. She taught me to recognize that change is neither good nor bad, it’s only different. I’m a little slow on the uptake and I didn’t embrace her wisdom right away, but gradually I learned that change didn’t mean loss, change didn’t always mean saying good-by. Life is a contact sport and sometimes we get beat up pretty bad, but there is no value in regurgitating the past and stumbling through defeat and more trouble. What can we do?
Deuteronomy 31:6 “Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid or terrified because of them, for the Lord your God goes with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you.”

New perspectives don’t magically materialize, nor do problems evaporate. There will always be changes we disagree with, our tender hearts will be broken by the dreaded good-by, we will lose parts of us we know we can’t live without, but in these times we must trust in the God that is bigger than all our terrifying problems and wider than the hollow left vacant by loss.  In Romans 1:11 Paul explains a remedy for fear. “I want to see you and share with you the same blessings that God’s Spirit has given me. Then you will grow stronger in your faith.” Recently I heard that in the Bible, we are commanded 365 times to “Fear not”. That’s a command, not a suggestion. We know from scripture, 2 Timothy 1:7 “God did not give us a Spirit of fear but of power and love and self-control.” God didn’t give us a fear of failing, or fear of change, or fear of loss. The Psalmist says in Psalm 32:10 “Many are the woes of the wicked, but the Lord’s unfailing love surrounds the one who trusts in him.” And in Isaiah 12:2 I trust you to save me, Lord God, and I won’t be afraid. My power and my strength come from you, and you have saved me.”

Be courageous. Focus on what you have, not on what you’ve lost. Capitalize on what you can do, not on what you cannot.

So this is where I leave you.

2 Corinthians 13:11 Good-by, my friends. Do better and pay attention to what I have said. Try to get along and live peacefully with each other. Now I pray that God, who gives love and peace, will be with you.

Treat yourself to joy every day!


Jane Anderson
Jane Anderson
JANE’s professional experience is scattered across industries from financial services and insurance to engineering and manufacturing. Jane sees her background in writing and editing website content as the foundation to her current love of social media. Being an avid reader, meticulous note taker and lifelong learner has fostered her natural pursuit of sharing her world through writing. Reading books and summarizing content started as a hobby and has since grown to be a major part of her vocational experience. Jane says, “Authors pour their heart and soul into writing their book. When I write a review, it’s with intent to celebrate the book and promote the author.” Jane claims to be 'the best follower you'll ever want to meet' and has been repeatedly called servant leader, eternal cheerleader, social media evangelist, and inspirational go-to person. Jane is a contributing author to the inspiring book Chaos to Clarity: Sacred Stories of Transformational Change.

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