After forty years of working in the same building today was the day he would walk out never to return. He had cleared his desk and taken all of his awards and photos down. There were pictures of him with a young JFK, Frank Sinatra, and the popular cult hero, Leonard Cohen. Today they were only photos in a box. All his leather-bound books were gone the shelves empty. He had donated them to a local library. Taking one last look around, he then walked out the oak door sliding his brass nameplate from its holder, placing it into the box and gently shutting the door one last time.
There was no one there to say goodbye – just a janitor cleaning and the lonely sound of his leather-soled wingtips on the tile floor. No echo of his past achievements just a long dark hallway with an elevator at the end. The journey to the street seemed to last forever with each floor creating a flashback to the rise of his success.
For a moment he smiled feeling a sense of release and then walked into his favorite bar where he had been coming every night for bourbon for forty years.
The streets were brutally cold, so he pulled his collar up high to help block the wind. He pulled the tie from around his neck and threw it into the nearest trashcan. For a moment he smiled feeling a sense of release and then walked into his favorite bar where he had been coming every night for bourbon for forty years. He would have just one before catching the rail home. He looked at the empty glass, then at the bartender, old and gray like him. He declined a refill; tonight would be his last bourbon.
He walked back onto the sidewalk looking up at the building where he worked for so long. He went from mail clerk in the basement to a corner office with a breathtaking view of the city lights. He had spent many late nights in that tower forsaking his family and promising to make it up. Of course, that time never came. The children moved south to warmer climates and ocean condos, two SUVs, two children and a dog.
His wife passed during a nor’easter five years ago. He couldn’t get out of the city and when he called home she begged him not to leave her alone that night. She told him how afraid she was. He swore that he would slow down and spend more time at home, but it never happened. He didn’t get to say goodbye. Grief clawed at his heart and his soul carried a burden that was unbearable. How could he know he would only have one last call and her voice would be silent forever?
They had talked about his retirement and had planned to sell the house and move to South Carolina. They had even flown there to look at homes. In truth, he kept saying one more year until there were no more years. No more hopes and dreams, no more rewards for a lifetime of work and sacrifice.
It was a brisk icy New York night as he walked to the station waiting for the last run to the suburbs. There was only one other person on the desolate car this night, yet he sat far away. This was his last ride on the train, a train that he had taken twice a day for most of his life.
He was quiet, even a bit sad. He didn’t feel the peace he had expected to feel. Tonight, he was just a lonely soul on a last ride.
Point Of View
While drive and determination often decide the directions we take in life, success and power often drive us to forget why we seek to thrive at what we do. A missed ballgame, a birthday or school play forgotten is not something you can replace. They happen once, and the moment has passed. Life flies by at hyper speed, and if you let the things in life that are meaningful like family, children, and parents take a back seat to success, you will get awakened by the silence when they are gone. Don’t let your life boil down to one ride home on a deserted train with no one there to greet you. Don’t end up with an empty house and sad memories as your epilogue.
Nicely done, Larry. You managed to pack a whole lot of story into a relatively small space. I admire that ability. And the story you told is one that’s all to familiar these days.
Happy Holidays.
A man walked into my store and he seemed so very sad and I asked him if he was Okay and asked me to sit outside on a bench. He told me this story. He was a broken soul. I went home that night and told my wife that we were retiring in a year. We moved out in the country and never looked back…
Cats in the Cradle with the silver spoon, little boy blue and the man in the moon.
I can relate so well to this. If you’re not careful in life, that golden ring you’re reaching for may just tear your arm off.
I believe that the effectiveness and success of work-life, and then the entire response to the challenges posed by the context, is only possible if parallel with the commitment within the company, there is also a sincere and conscious individual action aimed at a better understanding of themselves, the more profound and true, to a new capacity to manage (identify and select) the priorities, the real ones, to better creativity to act in an integrated way between professional and private life. In essence, the work-life balance is an individual matter. For the individual is not, therefore, only to live well despite the work, but rather to find ways to ensure that the professional commitment allows personal growth that enriches its own private life as well. The consequence of this is that the company cannot create the best work-life balance for each employee; as individuals it is up to us to look for it and build it!
Thank you Aldo. One of my customers told me the story about his life it was so sad. I knew both him and his wife. While he is still a kind and gentle soul you can see the sorrow in his eyes
A really powerful story reminding us of the immense power of time, Dear Larry! It reminds me of my earlier article
https://www.bizcatalyst360.com/today-is-the-tomorrow-your-had-been-talking-about-yesterday/
Thank You!
Thank you my friend. I will have to read your article
The old saying “Life is too Short”, we need to realize that early on in life because time waits for no one.