My Meeting with Darkness …

Do you know what it’s like to meet Darkness? With Darkness, I mean a dark soul (murderer, rapist, any kind of people who violate without regret)

After many years, I had a meeting with Darkness, only this time online. When I think of it now it feels like a test. Because many years ago I was another me, full of fear and I would have walked away or would have frozen. When I noticed her she was already talking to a lot of other people. While doing other things I was observing the whole conversation online. As an online coach, I hear many life stories, so I wasn’t that impressed. But something made me want to talk to her, I approached her and we started talking, within ten minutes she exposed her dark soul to me.

There was no sign of fear in me, I didn’t feel any kind of emotion towards her. I noticed it annoyed her that I wasn’t impressed. I said to her “I don’t need to tell you, because you know very well if you do this you are breaking the law”.  She proceeded with her story provoking me to react, I was only reading how she was convinced of the fact what she was doing was okay. I ended the conversation with advice for her to seek professional help.

When I started to share my story with others about this dark soul, I realized that it had an impact on me at that moment, not fear but confusion. Each and everyone around me was judging her and all of it, that such people exist, etc. It was very late when my friend sent me a message about how the story had affected him. I reassured him that everything would be okay, to get some rest and put all of this aside; after all, we do have a life so let’s move on with it.

Then it happened, sitting in the dark, I noticed the anxiety inside me, again the confusion, while everyone was judging her, having negative thoughts towards her, why couldn’t I do the same? The anxiety became a storm inside me. It felt like a battle of light and darkness. I started crying, then I knew that the answer to this was inside me. And the storm would not stop till there wasn’t peace in my heart. Full of tears, closed eyes, I connected deep inside me, asking for help and guidance, because it was hurting. It came, the answer and the awareness came.

• I became aware and remembered what my true essence is: LOVE
• My true essence is Love. That awareness filled me with so much peace and joy.
• I couldn’t go with the crowd. Because Love doesn’t hate or judge.
• We all have our journey here in life. In that journey from a-z, something could go wrong.
• The same happens with dark souls, something somewhere went wrong.
• It’s my choice not to judge. I felt the urge to write, I needed Healing so I started to write…

Peace-Love-Healing
How does Peace start with me?
How do Love and Healing start with me?

I can not think of any reason to Hate
I can not think of any reason to Judge
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I can choose to look at humanity and see:

some can use more peace in their hearts

some can use more love in their lives

some can use healing trough kindness & compassion

some can use more harmony

some can use more hope & faith

some can use more happiness & joy

some can use more respect & understanding

some can use forgiveness in their heart
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I always have a choice to start with me…