After a long period of Dutch weather and the storm Eunice still causing code red, I am finding myself extremely grateful there is an eye of silence today so I can finally visit my angels of the forest again. I feel like Alice in wonderland! The sun is shining. Birds are singing so beautifully and happy, announcing Spring is coming soon. I am standing still, listening to the squeaking and creaking of branches above my head, rubbing against each other, creating a marvelous symphony with the birds and the wind. I walk, presently which each step. Opening all of my senses. It’s when I spot them.
A group of female deer. Some grown fully but still with their baby marks on their backs and some older, dark-colored. I realize how only the human Mind can judge some are dark-colored as it compares, creates stories around differences, based on and fueled by fear and insecurities. These angels of the forest are not. There is utterly peace and kindness, gentleness, fearless and for a second I feel a deep longing.
If only I could just sit with them.
I imagine myself walking carefully towards them. Blending my energy with their surroundings. With their energy. Expanding my molecules with the soft air that surrounds them, with their beingness and love. How I would humbly look at the ground while I approach them, and they would accept me. Let me sit with them.
I realize the longing comes from my mind, as a little ache in my heart reminding me, I am leaving from a place of lack. Of not being able to do that, when my higher says: “You can. You just did. With your imagination.”
I smile and gratefully thank TrueSelf for the reminder, that we have imagination. Something that was taught to be a bad thing when I was a child. But actually, is one of my greatest assets and gifts of the Universe. Given to us, human species, on purpose.
So, I sit down on a branch from a respectful distance from the group of deer, close my eyes and imagine I sit with them. Surrounded by them. And I feel, the way I would,
if only I could …
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Song: All We Are Is One by Eyra Moon.