As a child, I felt very confident about myself and my place in life. Not in an arrogant kind of way. I just went through life, did my thing, and didn’t doubt. Perhaps I was more connected to the source self that I am?
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Around the age of 13 that started to change. Instead of being picked as one of the popular girls in school for the school play or for the soccer team, I suddenly found myself NOT picked.
That popular boy from a higher class didn’t see me and neither did my hot piano teacher who looked even better than Johnny Depp. Girls said they thought I was strange, my family didn’t like my hair and my clothes, in short; I experienced the 3D aspect of life we call REJECTION. It was completely new to me as I was always one of the popular girls, had boyfriends since I could walk, and always had the lead in musicals.
In a later stage, I seemed to attract more and more situations like these and drew in people who reflected that nasty thing called rejection back to me. Like a famous singer who said I poo words and better would find a different occupation than singing and of course the many unavailable men I had created into my life so my rejection wheel could keep on spinning.
Until I discovered the book The Allknowing Diary from Daniel Rechnitzer. There for the first time, I discovered how thoughts and beliefs create your reality. In a hunger for more, my journey and awakening process had started that led me to the I AM that is so much bigger than the energy of rejection.
As Source Energy I am Chosen! I am wanted! We all are! We exist, don’t we? So we have been picked to be here. To play around with other energy particles. Imagine how my life changed leaving from THAT space, instead of I am not wanted. Did it take some effort? In a way yes, because I had to undo layers of beliefs that I somehow had picked up on the way from others and made it my own. But once in that knowing, really meeting your I AM it takes no effort at all. Only being.
Now when that old voice sometimes comes along I say: “I see you and I know this is not what I am. I am wanted. I am chosen. This is what I choose to be! This is being reflected back at me. And it is.
Consciously living, means seeing when the voice inside our head is at the wheel and taking over. It becomes easier with practise. The video below represents the voice of my soul calling me to find my true self.
Can’t wait to hear about your experience in this area!
Song: Where Are You Now Artist: Eyra Moon